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if you are reading this…

i hope you know,

i really love you.

people may ask….what is love?

how do you determind that you love someone?

where do love come from?

how….

i dont know how to give you perfect love and be a perfect girl friend or maybe wife in the

future…

but…truely in my heart…i just wan to be with you and this is the only things matter and bring

happiness to me now and forever…

you mean alot to me,

you the only one,

you who are the only happiness in my life,

you the only one my heart belongs to…

i love you…





three days before, he said he love me,

three days after, he ignored me,

and now,he have left me…

leaving behind a broken heart waiting to fall into pieces…

love me?

miss me?

care for me?

it’s all beautiful lies which make me miss him more…

i still love him no matter what happened…

i just wan to love him with all my heart,

with all the time i have and my even my whole life…

now…i can only wish he can find who he look for…

found his happiness and live happily with the one he love…

and for me…


i just wish you to know i always be there for you and love for you never change..

i love you




I once love him with all my heart,

I share my world,

I share my thoughts,

I share my joy and my pain,

with him who i thought was my true love.


but,

happy ending always just a romantic incident happened only in movies

he left me,

without reasons,

without warnings,

without signs,

how in the world i can accept that?

i dont know,i just dont know…..

i wan to wish him happiness but my heart refuse

i wan him to meet his true love but my heart say i’m lieing,

the only thing i have in common with my heart was

"I cant lose you and i love you"

but she never know,

no matter how much we wish so

and now,

i’m just back to old me again

alone…lonely…and with a broken heart




now i only realise

i’m just a fool….

you promise me that you’ll never leave me

you promise me that you wan to be with me

you promise me that you love me…

but,

things change just in one day

promises become lies

and it also become a dagger that stab deeply in to my heart

the pain was like i never felt before

maybe it’ll heal when time passes

and i know…it’s will leave a scar

a scar that’s always hurt




i always been wondering…

i wonder that if i can find my true love…

i wonder that if i can live with him forever…

i wonder that if happily ever after is just a fairy tale…

but,

when you came into my life…

you brought the answer for my wonders…

i can stop wondering…

i can start to believe…

i believe in our relationship

i believe in our love

i believe we have future

i believe we can live happily ever after

i may dont know what is happiness,

but i’ll do my best to let you have it

i may dont know what is a relationship,

but i’ll do my best to prevent it from breaking

i may dont know what is love,

but i’ll learn to love you with every thing i have

if you are reading this…

just wan you to know…

these words are from the heart deepest part of my heart