confuse ~~@@

feel confuse lah .

don i really love u and accept you ??

why i don feel like tat ??

err ,

don be upset lo .

my feeling to boys is decreasing lo .haiz .

sorry lah long ~~~

together we save the world!!!!^^

muz save the world together ^^

off the light about 60 minutes on 28th march09 ...

from 8.30pm to 9.30pm ...


in tis 60 minutes ....


we can save our earth .


so off the light ...!!!!


together we save our earth ^^

hi again ~

donoe how many days ,i didn't update already ..~~



hope everything is still okay~~~



i been busy again .





today first day to school after first break...



next week wednesday gonna had a meeting for leo club .



my group have to prepare a game for leo club fellows..^^



i think it is very nice one .haha .





got present ..~~



hehe .



and then after 3 weeks ltr ,gonna have leo club installation .~



i will in charge for some jawatan .lolz .



i will be the mc gua ~~haha .





and i will perform three songs mayb with using piano .





^^



hope everything will be fine that day .



don wan to have any mistake .hehe .paiseh later .



hope my friend all will attend lo ^^

new story again

i enjoy new romantic life again ..

hehe .

so happy .

lol

friendship is important

in my opinion ,

friendship is more important for me compare to boy friend ^^


friends can always spend the time with me whenever i m sad .

ply .

hav fun .

and what ever i wan .


hang out also with friends will be more fun .if bf jz sweet only .

its good i know but with out friendship i cant stand it .

i think im the only child in the house so i feel that bah .

got no one to accompany me whn my parents go out and work .

i feel quite bore in house ,so that whn i feel that i will sms my friend or call my friend or go to my

neighbour's house which is oso my friend ^^

haha .


friendship is more fun leh ^^

good luck !

good luck to those who take piano theory examination tomorrow .!!!

hope u all can get at least pass with merit ^^

good luck gambatte ^^

omg !my vallet gone again !

yesterday very unlucky !!!!

my vallet wast losted again .

eighty dollar gone .and a top up card cost rm10 .

swt la .

add up the cost of vallet .

i losted 100++ ...=.=


why within one year i m so unlucky ah !!!

talked back last year ogos .i been knocked by a motorbike .

my 800 phone fly away !beg spoil .almost like whole body injure .swt .=.=


december camp .
camp report was missing ..

me kena punnish again .swt la .!

then new year eve .at glory .beg ,ic ,house key ,vallet ,all missing .
add up .250++ say bye bye liao !!!


then after that is now .!
100++

swt swt swt !!!!!

why i m so unlucky .!!!!


like everything gonna say bye bye to me.

money only !aik !!!

now feeling so poor .

inside de vallet got rm 33 is for australia maths competition fees .
50 for account tuition fees .
n a top up card to top up .

now every thing gone .

how i wanna get back the money ??..
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damn "fuck" the thief!!!
im sure the thief is from my class .
an indian !!!!shuai la !!!


chicken ah!!!!

eat eat eat !!!

walao ,tis few day always eat eat eat only ..
cham lo .

fat edy .

cham lo

i don wan to gain kg anymore ...

but why tis few day i jz keep on eat eat eat ,didn't feel full oso .

lol .


maybe is love problem .

lol .

but totally no feel to any boy .


really !

S@y goodBy3 to the words S@d ^^

no more sad in my life now .

i become very happy .

tis few days being very busy in basketball practice ,feel very tired oso .+.+


everyday busy till night .

back home liao sleep ..


sleep liao practice .



then eat talk .sleep .


ntg to think in any short moment .


jz make myself like that .


life gonna happy liao ...no more sad anymore .


in facts ,

i dono what do i write ...lol ...^@^


chiaoz ~

h@Pp! ^^

feel so happy oh .

yesterday win the match .

but i am jz like walk in psr mlm in the game .


three state player is in my team .


but i also got shoot la .

lol .


47 to 18 .

swt .

but quite good game .

hehe .


today will go for refree .^^

haha

angry day !!!

argh !!!!!!!!!!!!

so bad the pj teacher !!!!!!!!!!!!


i think today she is pms la .


punish the whole class to run a round at the field .

sumore im nt wearing pj shirt but baju kurung .

chicken ah !!!so angry o ~!!!


but my friend said my style was funny n cool .

got no people can learn it .

haha .

sampat one !


n me n my laopo was wearing a ring on the finger .

one of my friend saw that then ask me whether we r coupling nw .

i said swt ,

for what i couple with her ?

money ah ?
lol .

i'm not les anyways .

don luan luan talk !!!

if nt my parent misunderstand then i cham edy ,~~


jz nw gt a friend send forth me a aeroplane .!!

damn la !!!


said wan to go pd by bus ,but sendiri go back house first .

damn !!!!

luckilly got my laopo accompany me at school only ,or else very sien liao .*.*


later got basketball match o .

cheer up for me yea .!!

hehe ^^

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!aron!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hey aron ~

i m jz check ur blog page ler .

wah .

write about me o .

to observe to be called my honey lo .

so care for me .feel so touch .lol .


do not worry about me lah .i'm fine .

and thanks for concern .


my exam is jus finish last week ,it is not very good .


n how are you ?


how is ur life ?


got miss me ma ?
haha .


k lar .

ntg to said edy .

bye honey ~

~ today ~tuesday ^^

nothing to say about today .


don have special thing happen

jz today is my friend's birthday who call kamala .

lolz .we play him in class only .

sing for him .and ejek .hehehehe .


and get sum text paper .

oso don wanna know it la .

so bad .

haiz .

nvm ,first test .
hehe

don wan to let me think too much anymore

hei .!!!!caili !!!!



why shud u be so upset ..???


he got gf then got gf la .


its nt his fault oso .


he can chooose whether who does he wan mah .



ok ?



don be upset anymore .


its really over .


brake up for 4 months and 7 days edy .


its over for a moment .

can say quite a long time liao .

so let it go ..


if he can treat her gf nicely thn let it go .

really .

don think too much edy .


its over ..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



.........................


haiz .
if now got a bf also got no time lo .


i feel lazy to sms .

and so everything .


jz .

i wan to STUDY now !!!!


nothing will affect me anymore from now .


what is in my brain is .

STUDY HARD TO SUCESS !!!!!!!


what the love love thing throw away first lar .

if i got empty time then only i consider whether wanna to couple or nt .

lol ^^


besides ,

i want to gratitude to my friend .

all my dear frien who walk out of my sad times wit me .

GWEE
~thx ..really thx to you .
always chat with me .then tell me about all the gud things .
and bla bla bla la .
really thank you de .
now i can do it edy .thanks ^^

~VINCENT~
my closer kai gor .u can actually be real gor .lol .the night of my brake up day ,u had accompanied me .i appreciate it ^^really .
u asked me thought about all the bad things abt my x to forget him .
what he had did to me .
and so on .
starting i really cannot understand why u shud talk like that .becuz i was very sad ,emo .
but now it is work .
thank you my luvly kai gor ^^




~COUSIN,SIEW BI ~

thanks for ur concern anyways .you in uk oso need you to worry for me .thanks ^^all the funny time that u been in my house i will always rmb it .u decide to came back to m'sia but now u miz uk pulak .it is ur selection .u muz selection urself .no one can help u .especially ur mum ,don ask her to giv opinion ,she sure wan you to study in uk ,cuz gud education mah .lol .~~anyways ,choose nicely .first sem time very fast de.~~

jia you my cousin ~^^

i will always here .^^

~TWY~
u also help me be4 .
be my few hours counsellor .
tell me abt sumthing that make me think other ways .
thank you .^^really thx ^^


~CHANEL~
u help me too ^^
tell u ah ,if u r a boy ,i think i will luv u .lol .
cuz u r such gud person that will always accompany me .
lol.and btw us got no secret bah .share all the secret only .
but then u wan to knw that who is my "ex",i cant tell u .
cuz ltr u think he is bad character ler .haha .who know ~

~CHM~
actually u be my laopo for a long time liao ryte???
wah ,u forget edy ah ..!and scold me pulak .T_T
wanna cry T_T ,cuz i m baby "milo" .lol ^^
thank you to u too ^^
always want to "tham" me happy .
giv me many boy's hp number ah .
ask me pikat tis pikat that .
but one of them i oso don wan .lol .
hvnt forget him on tht time .
now ok edy .
slowly choose next time .
now study is more important .^^
and u ah laopo ,don always watch drama then forget to study ah .or no study at all .nt good ah .!
and don always show the gud thing that u have leh !hehe ..^^
~luv u ~

~PILOT KAI GOR~
i will very happy that i got a pilot boy as my kai gor .
fuh ,its cool anyways .
who did the incharger pilot whn my dad fly to china .
tats cool .
lol
kai gor ,you always on9 and try to accompany me that time .
no need la ,i know you are busy sometimes .
im fine de .
now im really ok edy .
and less c gor on9 oh .
what happen o ?
busy ?
or paktoh then forget me ?
lol .
what i want to tell u is ,
i really okay .
fine edy .^^
don worry anymore
time passes i will get a new lover .^^hehe .
words for u ~^^


~KIMMY~
actually you face many of problem with me .
that night .
22th of oct ,
i think of suicide thing .
sad till wat moment edy ,cant u all describe it ?
sum of u can ,sum cannot rite???
kimmy ,luckilly got u .
i never suicide .
yea ,life is gold .
have to treasure it nicely .
once i suicide ,my family n dear friends include u will be sad .
i knw tis from u .~

and dunno what happen u think that im angry wit u and don wan to friend u anymore .
swt ==
i gt ntg to u oso .
never angry wit u oso .
dono why suddenlly cold edy .
never contact .
never call .
never sms .
never chat in friendster oso .
hope u see tis in my blogspot here .
u will understand what i m trying to tell u .
IM NOT ANGRY WITH U !
DON THINK SO MUCH !!



err,and who else that i want to write ler ????errr....
dono ler .
k la .

to all my friend here .~~

u all oso got help me de .
always acc me to have fun time .^^
siao siao awhile ,sampat awhile .
haha .

my siao siao classmates who always siao with me in lab .
haha ..so happy if everyday can sampat wit u all .

LY ,ZK ,MS ,TX ,CZ ,KR ,HM ,YW ,AL ,SW ,JJ ,YP ,PW ,CJ ,JH ,
and summore else la .

haha ..

with you all i'm very happy lor .

can ply

"everybody follow me " after finish exam oh .

then kena teacher scold we all laugh together o .

and bio training teacher wan kyle to write down those who r talking de student de name

he write our class de elephant name make us laugh ,then write our name ,we all give him a finger .


lol ..

what finger o ???

the third finger .
haha

^^

k lo ,have to stop here ^^

good luck and good health to all my dear dear friends ^^