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Wednesday, December 31, 2008

2009

today is 2009

trust tat 2009 is a wonderful and prosperous year ...

hope u all will be gud in study ,work ,love or health ...

all the best ...!!!!!!



and say bye bye to 2008 ^^

last day of 2008

it is a very bad memories in the last day of 2008 ....


haiz .....


new year eve shud be very memorialble and happy ...
but gt sumthing happened that made me didn't had a wonderful eve .

i went for fun with a geng of friends ....
we put our begs on a table then have fun in the sea .

but jz ten minutes ,two begs of us had stole by people ...

one of de victims is me ,another is my close frien ,ker ...

inside it gt money.
bt nvm ...
beside tat got our identity card ...omg ...!!!
my beg consist of my house key ..
haih ...!!!

its happen at 7 pm ....!!!!
sky becum as dark as time late ...

until 9pm ..
we suggest to report to the guard house ...
the guard at there suggest us to report police cuz ic had gone ...
at tat time ,heart really depress ...
why are the people wanna steal me and ker's beg ???
y?y?y?!!!!!!

a new year eve shud be very happy but its nt ...!!!!
becum so down suddenlly ....
haiz ....
get scolding from parents ....
waste money to renew the ic ...
haiz .....

Monday, December 29, 2008

result ...!!!!@@@@~~

how cum my result was that bad ...!!!

when i get my result ...nearly cry ...!

it is consist of a b c d ...!!!

how cum ?
i cant believe that my bi and science get b ..
even my kh can get b in trial ..but pmr c ...!!!

haiz ....
no choice la ...

my result .
1 a
4 b
2 c
1 d

haiz ...
very bad for me !!!!

people who should cry is get a good result ..
but i am not .


what i can do now is ...
work harder next year ..
spm muz get good result ....!!!!

i cannot waste my parent's money like that ...!!!!

>.<

u are still lonely ?

u are still alone ?

i feel sad to hear that ..

u go this way is chosen by u .

tat day u chosed to leave me

u chosed to be alone .

leave for non reason .

but nw u are the one saying u are alone .

what are you thinking of ?

please la ....

dun hurt me oredi ...

i dun wan u to be alone ....

i also dun wan me to be it too ....

haiz ...>.<

**说好的幸福呢**

说好的幸福呢这首歌

我听了几百遍

我发觉大概是渐渐爱上它了吧

哈哈。

它来自《摩羯座》专辑
周杰伦主唱/曲
方文山 填词


听这首歌是,心中默默挂念一人
曾经伤害过我的人。也曾经爱过我的同一个人


这首歌的歌词很不错。

感动到我差点流泪

那些回忆是多么感触。

在我的脑海中浮现

伤感



你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了

时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这 真的痛了

怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得

你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了 我都还记得

什么是缘啊?

。。。。

很多年没碰见的朋友,一天在街上碰见了叫做“缘”吗?

两个月前刚与男友分手,两个月后在外面碰见他叫做“缘”吗?


应该不是吧。~

世上有缘才能相聚
所谓缘聚~

对我而言

能和我的朋友做到朋友才是“缘”

~~^^

看后请留言…

pmr result~

pmr result gonna announce by tomorrow .

feel 100% nervous

dunnoe what result did i get .
haiz .

but regret also cant change anything .
the only thing is work more hard next year ...

what i hope now is .
at least my science get a thn its ok to me ..
i want science stream ...
i dun wan my ambition to fly away ...

what i can do it ...
hope + happy + confidence + dare

lolz

~2008~

还有两天就会结束2008年。

对2008年来说

有许多感触

有许多开心事

也藏着很多伤心事

咳~~

想知道我的趣事,敬请留意。

这个部落格。
题目
2008 年的最后一天

谢~

Sunday, December 28, 2008

28/12/2008

今天过得不错。

有人支点给我邀我参与refree course ...
真的很开心。
我终于盼到了
嘻嘻。
^^

二十八日。。

Thursday, December 25, 2008

###thailand hatyai & songkhla trip###

16th i went thai .
3d2n trip ...
10 person ....
by vip van ..lolz .

so enjoying .

but i dun feel that like many thing for me to buy .lolz .

aunty sure got many place for shopping ...
even a pasar is so big man ...
sell all kind of thing .
food ,fruits ,clothe ,handbag ,shoes ,planket ,medicine and more~


i went for praying too .


the wonder thing is .
we had a dinner bout rm900 ....
when my dad paid the money ..
the face become black ..lolz....
no la .was saw those word then become like that only ..


anyways ,hope next time can go again ...^^

~ body check up ~

15th of tis month
i had went um hospital for my body check up .
dunnoe why ler ,every year must go .

cuz of last time when baby i get one very disturb me de virus ba .lolz ..

every year i muz worry of taking blood for blood test ,i scare of blood test .
lolz .

tis year result is normal ..
very good ,
ntg bad ...!
yeah ...~

third camp ~@@

third camp lo .
it is my last camp .

held in johor .
it is just a one day camp .

one day ...~hmm .its for me only .
cuz the second day i am not free ,cuz of some problem ...
family thing .


but the only day i was enjoyed .
even though i was jz a small committee .
haha^^

i knw a leng zai ,but forget to leaved my hp number or msn to him .
hope he will add my friendster lo ..
hehe ^^


miss all the participant .
enjoy the time with times ...^^

second camp

ntg to say abt second camp .

it is so "F*C*"

keep scolded by president ..!

haiz .

Friday, December 12, 2008

:(injured:(

stupid siao kia the karate practice make me injured edy ..
siao now .
hand pain like hell ...
but still can handle it .
i mean tahan lo
lol~
challenge wit coach then get tis .
but not becuz of it .
as i challenge wit my seniors then i become like tis .
seen like i win the match but suddelly defense's hand .
fuh ~~~~~~~~~~`
sumthing was happen .
haiz
finish karate life for my life .~
i dun wan it anymore ~

Sunday, December 7, 2008

~scar~

scar ..
there is still a scar in my heart .
i scare of those boys .
ask for couple but i'm very scare .n dun have any feel towrds other boy .

CcH~
maybe until now i still cant forget u .
it is really .
it doesn't consist any lie .
i love u as my husband .
i knw i m selfish bt i did all tis is becuz i still can never take it as i brake up wit u ...i can never take it .
i want you ..!
i need you ...!
i miss u alot ....!
but life still have to go on ,
i muz let u go .
but can u tell me the main reason .?
why u wan to leave me alone ?
so bad ?
..................................!

first camp

my first camp had last wit wonderful closing ceremony .
i had enjoyed wit 250 participants .
40 committee members ...~~~
the life of the camp is totally sweet memories .
i be mc for all the ceremony .
station game played other committee .
other than that i feel touch in some moment .
be secretary again ,feel wan to die ..
haha ..
always report report report .~@@
waiting for my second camp's blog ..~hehe

~..wish all the world been in healthy life ...~

Friday, November 21, 2008

SiCk@@

busy for a few days edy ...
i had sick ...haiz ...T.T...
sunday is my huge camp ...but i had sick yesterday ,hope tat sunday will be fine ..^^
i dun wan to be sick when my camp is on ..it is useless ...!

hope i can become healthy o ..~~~
be happy in my camp ..^^

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

busy day

hey ,
today is 20th november .thursday .

nw is cloudy day ...ntg much to do .meeting and preparation is the thing i can do nw ...haiz..tired
my first camp is near .it is next week ..fuh ..
would be busy lor ...

hope my healthy problem is fine lor .if not cant relax next week .n my committe will be very tired as i sick ...
hahaha ,coi coi coi ..mouth dun be so bad .
i wil be fine .haha ....

jz update my blog b4 start meeting today ...^^
bye the world ..
^^take care alots ...
amitabha ...

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

basketball lif3






basketball .
dunknw whether when i start to love it ..
haha ...
started from standard 4 i played basketball till nw ...
it is very enjoy ..i knw many friends from other state ...jz i ply basketball then i become very sporting ...
lol ...i grow as tall as soon .haha ...untill my friend also feel jealous ...lol ...

i'm lon3ly ...@~@

he left me
without warnings
without signs

how i can accept it in the world ?tell me plz ........
i dun knw wat he thinking ...i dun knw at all ....
i wan to wish him happiness ,but my heart refuse ...

the only thing i have in common with my heart was
"i cant lose u ,i love u very much"
but he never knw it ...he cant understand wat was my heart thinking of ..
no matter how much we wish so
and now,
i'm jz back to me again ..
lon3ly ...and with a broken heart with badly scarred ...

now i only realise...
i’m just a fool...
you promise me that you’ll never leave me alone,
you promise me that you wan to be with me,
you promise me that you love me...
but,
things change just in a moment.
all promises become lies
and it also become a dagger that stab deeply into my heart
the pain was like i never felt before
maybe it’ll heal when time passes,as i try my very best ...
wat i think is not same as last time edy ...i really need u ....
and i know…it will leave a scar
a scar that’s always hurt ...


if u read tis ,
hope u knw ,
i really love u .my love is not a lie ..trust me ...!

~"K@R@T3"~


isit hard in karate ??

i had learn it ..
i enjoy it ...i had to teach my juniors too ..:p
every lesson my stupid coach sure will challenge with me till i'm hurt =.=

next year i would stop it as i feel very tired edy ...haha ....gambatte all karate plyer ...^^

Monday, November 17, 2008

In tis world,we owe four debts of gratitude.One who understands tis is worthy to be called human ,while one who does not is no more than an animal .

Untempered iron quickly melts in a blazing fire,like ice put in hot water. Bu a sword,even when exposed to a great fire, withstands the heat for a while, becuz it has been well forged .

But if you nurse an unreasonable grudge against your lord, they will not protect you ,not for all your prayers.

A woman who embraces tis sutra not only excels all other women ,but also surpasses all men .


writen by
~Aron Tan & Kinky Cheok~
17 nov3mb3r 08

Sunday, November 16, 2008

CcH

how r u nw ??
fine mah ??
heard tat got sumthing happen at u ..
hope tat u r fine ..n always happy in ur life ..
almost a month we didn't contact each other ..but i still cant really forget u ...i still love u very much even we broke up ..i still cant hundred percent put down u n go on my life happily ...i knw tat it is useless if i continue like tat ...if i still like tat ,it wil never change also ...our love jz onyl can stop at there ???jz a short moment for us ???
man ,i love u a lot ~~~~dun hurt me plz ....i n33d u ....i n33d ur love ....i n33d to couple with u ...i jz knw tat i cant find some1 who treasure me more than u ,some1 who lov3 me more ,or take more care of me ...u r the person for me ....i really n33d u ...i knw i'm very stupid for being such stupid things ...becuz of u i think to suicide when the time we broke ,but it is meaningless if i doin such stupid things ,so i will never do it after i think something ...
m i did anything tat is fault ???haih ....

if u seen tis ,cant u answer my question ??thx a lot ....^^
~CcH~
~~i lov3 u ~~
hop3 u read tis ...@@

**LoV3**

issit everyone have own lover ??
i have my lover .......i love him very much ...i cant without him ....
but i had broke up with him ....i dun wan it become like tat ,but also no choice ..he chose to be like tat .i mus respect him as i love him ...
well ,i got no chance to couple with him ,but i still always take care for him ..
whenever i do my things ,i wil jz thinking of him ..i miss him ..i worry for him ...and more that i can do for him ...^^i'm so dumb ....!!!!
if i really love a people .......
then i muz let him/her go on their life happily ....
muz never hurt him/her ....
muz let them choose their lover themselves that will bring them happiness....
anything that is good .....

ntg to say nw ..my brain is blank anyways ...

YOH ,holidays lo.~~

nw is holidays lor ...for primary school & secondary school ....~~for college students ,i dun have any ideas ...
how was life goin on during holiday ah??
>>>>>
travelling ??
joining some activity ??
sport ??
hanging out with friends everyday ??
going back hometown ??
boring at home ??
part time job ??
doing revision for tis year work ??
anything la .................................................................................................................................
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i would never waste my time during de holidays ,i have 3 camps for me to go on .
i have my time for my basketball practice .
if i have free time ,i can hang out with my friends once two weeks maybe .
i would busy for assignment .
i may do all the preparation for my japanese exam next year .
n so on i gonna do in tis holiday ....

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

The conclusion is ,my life will gonna busy in tis holiday ...hope it will be wonderful....hope i can forget all of my sad moment when i busy for all my activity .^^

Mc

mc is one of my job during some activity ..haha ..^^~
i be a mc for few times edy ...i learn many things from it ...at the sametimes ,i knw more knwledges from it ..i had more experience after i become it ..once my association having activity ,i would be the major mc for tat activity ..i'm glad tat i have the opportunity to be a mc ...it is actually a fun job ...a best mc only can bring all the happiness to all participants or committee ...i would do it so ...2 weeks ltr ,i'm goin to attend a camp in penang ,i'm a mc for the closing ceremony ,i hope tat i can do my best for all the participants ..^^

~~~~~~呆瓜~~~~~~

Saturday, November 15, 2008

LiF3@@



Life is always hectic ...Everydays ,every minutes even every seconds tat u r alive ,u must treasure it ...Every people can die in a moment ...Treasure ur family ,ur love ,and everything u have now for every seconds when u stil alive ......Its very meaningful ...dun u think for a best life ??
somebody always think for their romantic love life ...
somebody think for their course ...
somebody think for their works ...
anyways ,good & bad of the day ,we also have to go through it ...So that ,the choice is depend of us to choose ...
tell u about my life ~~
I have nothing to think ... i have a wonderful life ...i came from a small family ,just 3 members in my family ...although the amount is small ,but in my family ,i have a crazy dad and also a funny mom ...Everything tat i want ,they will buy it for me ...dad is always busy for his work ,mom always busy for her life ...talk talk talk ...besides tat ,i have my love ...He was very care for me ...he always be with me when i'm getting bad mood from others ...When i was facing some problems ,he was the one tried to solve it with me ...when i was bad mood ,he will always accompany me ...i love him very very much ...but I dun have the chance to be with him anymore ,I had brake up with him becuz of some reason …I feel very sad …but nvm,I still have many friends who take care of me ..who share my problem with me when I unhappy ..this is wat I proud of ..^^
Anyways ,I dun knw wat I wrote now .if u understand then leave comment o ^^..
Thx^^

japanese class ^^

27 october i start my first lesson for japanese class ...i had been taught by a botak hair teacher ..the teacher is a boy .heard tat he is very young ,but seen he like 50 years old...he is still single ...he is so expert ,knw many language of the world ....
In the first lesson ,i dunno wth he is talking about ,he shows his japanese in front of us .haha ...and my brain jz blank ..duno wat he talking about ...swt ...he told us bout the basic for japanese ...it is actually easy for learning ...first lesson maybe we thinking blank ,but second lesson we will slowly understand n indentify it ,while the coming lesson would be better for us ....we muz shown great determination to succeed ...i will never give up ^^...
Next year ,we will having our first test for tis class in JANUARY..teacher jz gonna choose 40 students for japanese class or society ..^^so i will do all my revision n preparation during tis holiday..^^put more effort for it ...it wil never waste ....


~~~~~dai gua~~~~~

my first interview for my first holiday's job

now is holiday ...all my friends gonna find a job to work ..earn more money to buy something they like .me also the one .^^
BUT
it's jz like very reluctant to the boss ..
be4 interviewing for tis job ,he always call me up to interview ,but after interview ,he ask me to wait for result ,if dun have enough people in de shop only call me to help him .one of my bes frien told my friend tat her boss actually want a pretty girl for tis job..wth...!!!!why cant u tell me early ??it's wasting my time actually ,waste my time for interview....STUPID ...!!!!i know tat i'm a ugly girl ,but i dun mind ,i will work harder to suceed ...pretty girl ,..if without academic is no use want ,even u r pretty ,got many boys wanna chase ,without academic is actually meaningless.like a simpulan bahasa .SAMPAH MASYARAKAT ....a RUBBISH in tis world ...!!!!
now i dun wanna find another job ....waste my time anyways ...it's not de problem too .jz i dun wan it ...

~~~~呆瓜~~~~^^

2008/11/15