~don always force me to do somthin that i don wanna do !!!!~

eh ,u .

i don wan to write down ur name here actually .


but u r so troublesome .



and don keep sms me by the words "dear" can ?


i'm not ur dear .

and i'm jz you friend !!!


normal friend only .



and don keep on told my cousin that you r drunk and sad or hurt or blablabla ....thats all is jz for me ...watever lah !!


i don wanna to heard it from my cousin anymore .!


bttr lost urself even ur soul also in my world .

i don wan to layan u anymore if u keep on wan me to couple wit u .


coz i already said that it is impossible btw us .


don said abt age problem first .

ur distance 6 years .

its not a problem .

u in ipoh/kelantan .

me in ns .

its nt a problem .

but what is the problem i may tell u ??



check it out plz .


it's


i don have any feel towards you .!

i'm not luving u .

you are not suit me !

and my x problem , i still never forget him 100% ..and i cant manage to be in a new relationship .

so please la understand lah !!!


i keep on repeat the same things ,n u r still keep asking for couple .!!!!


i tell you i wont couple with u .tats all ....


my work is very stress edy .and my result of first test was nt so gud .i feel unhappy .



but u always sms me and kacau me .


>>>>>>>>dear ,duin wut .


>>>>>>>>dear, i miss you .


>>>>>>>>dear, wut happen /怎么了?




and the worst is u r so troublsome until i can never expect it .!!!





hey ,

i knw i'm being abit rude but it is jz for ur own good .


i don wanna u to waste time on me .

i m jz an ugly girl in this world .

many girl is prettier than me .

u got many choice ...

so .~~~go choose other girl .


i got experience here ,i get hurt by sumone last time ,n i don wan to hurt anyone


now ..and don wan anyone get hurt ,n it is from me .i don wan .i don wan to cry anymore .

i don wan .


jz don wan .


and your love is a lie .

plz don scold me .

thx


word by baby milo to some one that call ..........

the people knw then ok edy .

>>>> the following march camp >>>

aiyak ,feel damn confuse that wanna go for tis camp or not ...


if go got t shirt .lolz .

if don ntg happen also .


jz my friend ask me to go .


but my study starting to be busy liao .

then .haiz .

i'm not campers ,i m committee .

so 4 days 3 nights .



want to go or not ler ?

aiyo ,dono ler .haha

my reader ,gimme sum opinions ler ...

fast fast fast


hehe ..

him !

he got new gf edy bah .

saw his msn pm .

lol .


feel abit sad .

hvnt forget him at all .

jz starting to .

he got gf also cant change anything .

jz let it like that bah ,hope he is straight to her .can treat her .


and don let tie happen again .

k lar ,

good luck to him .

exam finish !!!!

fuh ,first monthly exam finish edy .





it is so happy man !!!




so


so


so



and


very
very
very happy




it is the time for us to relax again ...!!!


23th ,
first day of exam .


when i get my first test paper ,

BM !!


i already think that faster finish exam la .

i don wan to burn midnight oil every night like that ,cuz im a pig lo .



lols ..


the following paper is SEJARAH !!

shit man ,i think will get failed .
i never study the behind wan ....tis time cham edy ...T_T

and then maths .
easy till `~~~~lols


second day first paper BI

wahseh ,although i got 100% confident but i felt that the paper was hard .
many word that i donno as well .

MORAL .!

i don even study one word then i take moral exam .

i think will failed too .

lols .


CHEMISTRY ~

okok lor .

some question i know some question i dono .



third day ...!!


first paper

ADD MATHS !!!

OMG ...!

add maths will get bad result too ..


i dono how to do it ...


3 out of ten i didn't know .


swt liao swt liao .


wan to cry liao .


PHYSICS ~


tis one so easy lo ..


i think got a1...hehe ...not sombong or show off to u ah !dun misunderstand ,haha



SIVIK ..~


useless subject !


u knw how is the sivik useless as ???!!!


last time i think until form 2 then no nit to take sivik anymore ,but no oh .


form 4 still taking it ..walao !!!


one word also didn't read then sit for the exam .

very "ang gong" lo ,exam was very easy !



last day today ~

first paper will make me die .


be4 the paper i feel very scare and nervous .



hmmmm T_T

IT'S BIOLOGY ~~~~~



wah ,many question i dono how to do ler .

cham liao ...


T_T



and the stupid structure question !!!

i memorize the amoeba structure but exam cum out paramecium !!!
swt swt swt !!!!



whole page's mark gone ..

duno where isit gone .


last paper BC



bc i wont read de lar ..


jz tiru only .
lols



every paper i said edy wan to cheat but jz bc only .
lols



yeah ,enjoy relax plying sdo again
hehe

tis week exam week

tis week is exam week ler .


have to work hard .!




seldom will on9 tis week .




sdo ,rest first .
haha

nice last weekend

last saturday ,


i had a wonderful day in genting .


got a show at arena of star ...




astro show .

lol .


i reach there at 3 pm .



then go the entrance of theme park there to get the ticket



but .damn !




ticket finish ...!shit man !!!!



got an old lady want to "pok" the worker !haha ..




but fortunately ,they chop the paper for us ..



"free standing "





fuh ,can enter .!





saw many idol .

walao ,林峰...so leng zai .



and 马德钟so tall





陈豪so friendly oh .haha




tak so many photo of them .yeah yeah !hehe



i almost faint at there ,didn't eat .haha .




after finish watch the show ,i go back to hotel .


thn 11.30 pm go ply again .



untill 1pm thn go back to hotel rest a while and take my laptop to go online .



i go starbuck online till 5.30 pm then walk walk until 6.00 am only go back to hotel and sleep .




8 am wake up again .
thn go walk again .
haha



so tired oh .
eye becum panda edy .haha





so wonderful night !

mis them
hehe

singl3 lif3

i think that i want single life better ...


sorry bi .i had to leave you alone .



i dont want to brake up with you actually becuz i dont wanna to hurt you .
but then that day valentine we at yatch club rite ?
when i looked over the sea ,i had think back some memories .
that memories make me feel so so so so depress .
bi ask me what is that ,but dear jz keep quite only .
sorry bi ,i dono how i wanna answer you .sorry .



that memories is actually is me and my ex dating at there last time .
i can never forget it ...i miss him alot ...
i feel that im still luving him alot ,bt bi also gt lar .

luving ex more than bi .

really felt very sorry to bi .
this is my fault .
i didn't tell bi early .


but what can i said is we really had to stop here .
i don wan to hurt you next times .really .
i still luv my ex .
my heart jz got my ex .
sorry bi ..


..............................
stop calling you bi edy ,now u r mango ...!!!
mango ,
i think you can find a nice girl again .
gud than me .trust me ,u can find it .
and want to tell you sumthing ,
we had to brake up is nt i feel that u dun luv me ,is i havent forget my ex .
and i scare that i cant luv u .


so i felt very sorry to you ...
sorry ..!


be happy ^^
we r still friend 4ever ^^

and don scare that i get a bf now .
don worry .
after i'm in college first .
i get my second luv .
but if still got chance to choose my ex .
i would choose him .
he is very nice guy .
i luv him very very much .

really hope that i can couple with him again next time ...
hope hope hope .

and
mango ,don give up ya .
jiayou jiayou ..

see u in my school if u r taking form 6 ^^


good luck and good health^^

special thinking of me

its so special .


i think that physics was so fun subject ...
enjoy the calculation....
enjoy memorize the formula like maths .


now my tuition teacher go chapter two edy unlike my teacher in school ..leave us for a week .busy for badminton team .bring them to competition .
aiyak ,nvm la .i don care ,at least my tuition was gud thn ennuf ..^^haha

not very good mood in valentines day

quite bad mood yesterday .....haiz .




i donoe why suddenlly i becum so "EMO" ,jz very sudden i becum like that .....at first i was with happiness ...ntg make me bad mood .but just an hour then i becum so bad mood ....haiz .yesterday was celebrated valentine with friend in yatch club ..its not so fun and not so happy for me ...i don wan to c a person that i hate ,but the person went there ...oh my godness shake ...!!!!the person isnt a member also ....how cum can let him went in ...the reception department doing what !!!and the guard ..oh my god ...!!!!!i was becum very angry ....i think is my friend tell him that we are at there thn he cum ....i don wan to c him at there ,bt he cum ..ok .enuf .i don wan to care about it ,becoz yatch club isnt mine ,so i cant call him out of tis place ...




i was went to the playground and dating with my "boy's friend" ..lolz ....
ply small kid ply de game ..hahahaha ...

thn after that ,my friend and i sit down on the chair beside the swimming pool ...whn i sit down there and look at the sea ...i think back all the memories whn the time i couple with my ex ...it was very memorialble ...i still havent forget it .....haiz ...whn i think about that i was very sad ....
but i din show out ...i miss my ex alot ,but we can never work edy ...its useless btw us .....he don have the feel among me edy ...maybe no feel edy gua .i dono






although im nt very good mood ,but still will happy in valentine ....first valentine with bi ..
hehe

luv bi~

xx dear luv bi xx

bi ,

sorry this few days reply you short msg ...


lazy want to press hp tis few days lah .


and busy for school work ...sry .



dont think that dear not luv you liao ...



jz i am very busy for my work ..

n at night was feel tired then sleep early only .

got no other reason anymore .


dont worry .


dear still luving bi .

tis few days bi got holidays ler ,but dear dont have ler .busy till ~~~~~~~~~~~....


tomorrow hope can see you lah .

dear luv bi ^^

valentines day

tomorrow is valentines day ~


valentines day is for those who r in couple status .
a memorialble day for them .
boy should give their girl a valentine present .
so ....sweet.....





besides ~~








tomorrow i gotta go out for celebrating also ...

eheheh ,i got bf also .....
so i'm not fault if i'm going out for celebration .lol .
actually is go dating with bi ..hahahaha .
go out with friends first then only i meet bi .hehehe .if want me one to one ,will feel very paiseh .@@ ...


ntg to write edy .
jz wish all of u happy valentines day ^^
include those who r still single ^^

10 FEB09

haiz .

sorry bi ,yesterday make u angry .
i donno you are very tired ,you didn't tell me also .
sry i don let u sleep .sorry .
but its not my mean also .
jz i cant sleep then want bi accompanny me only .
but bi scold me .nvm la .
i'm sorry .
promise it is de last time .
and one more i don like is .
bi want my hair to be long hair .
i don like ,i wan short hair .
don force me liao !!!!
luckily i didn't said that i want boy hair only .lolz .
if not you sure "zhadao"...lolz .
but u still apologize to me ,
forgive u lar .hehe ^^
ntg much to tell ..

i luv bi ~^^

9 feb 09

yesterday was so boring .

bi never msg dear also .
dear feel so unhappy .
at night ,bi msg dear said that phone run out of credit ,want dear to top up for bi .
but dear cant help ,dear never go out also .
bi need to work also got no time to go out to buy reload .
thn dear ask dear's kai gor help to buy the reload card .
luckilly ,got people help dear .if not very boring lar .haiz .
yesterday chat till 1.00am .
wooo,so late .dear tired liao ,so stop de conversation .haha .
sry ah bi .

today morning ,bi sms dear .dear feel terkejut ,suddenlly phone vibrated .=.=

today i am busy for stuff .and exam cuming .want to study liao .
T_T
anyways ,if bi free and msg me i will still reply bi de .^^

luv u n miz u bi ~^^~haha

8 feb 09

yestreday was so depress .



bi ,
don u knw that what did i want ?
i want you to accompany me ,but u need to work ,becoz u want to get a license .
well ,i don mind ...
you want to get license becoz want to bring dear to everywhere ..
this is the reason o ~
so sweet .haha ...yesterday dear fall asleep liao .bi don mind oh .i'm nt purposely de ,after school re-opened ,i felt very tired everyday .so will sleep before 11 ,weekend also ..so sorry o bi ..but today's morning i had read your msg .i reply you liao .but u dont reply me also .dont angry ler .dear was tired and sick for this few days .haiz T_T ..nightmare gone edy ~~~lolz .
yesterday u suddenlly sms me ,i terkejut .
normally bi only can sms during night coz nt so busy tat time,but yesterday was different ...O.o...

faster reply my msg ah .
i scare that you are angry ah bi .

~DEAR LOVE UUUUUUUUUU~MUAKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

二零零九年二月六号的回忆

mango .

we start edy ~
我们开始了~




today is

baby milo & mango de first day ~

我们的承诺由今天起~^^


一定要把我们的承诺握得紧紧。



it is so sudden ,i accept u ..

真的很突然间的，我想到接受你，你也还喜欢着我..


这是缘~


our promise ,


u cant hurt dear .

muz luv dear .

take care for dear .


at the sametimes

i'll nt hurt bi too

luv bi.

take care for bi .


our promises start from nw .

dont forget it ~^^

^^ I LOVE YOU MANGO ^^

a sampat cny whn in genting last last wednesday ^^lolz

here is the photos~

6 feb tuition

today's tuition so funny man ...


my friend get locked by my gud friends in the toilet about 15 minutes ..

haha ...

they off the light and locked the door ...


hahah ..so funny lar .
laugh till cry .lol ...


today do rumusan ...i luv it cuz very easy to handle .

k la

dono wat to write edy

out ~

damn !!!!

该死的


昨天啦，不知道谁啦！请我喝100plus啦！


害到我啦。



哎呀！！！


很衰一下啦




不要讲了啦




咳嗽咳到……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………





声音变到……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………





有人说我的声音突然变得很“性感”

几三八一下咯

明知道人家没有声音了，还特地作弄我。。。。


好朋友一班都是坏蛋来的



讨厌



哈哈



笑也没什么声音。



讲话又停不下来噢。

哈哈

thursday

today so paiseh .


my kai di brought me a 100 plus ...haha....

paiseh la ..




few days be4 ,i asked him to belanja a drink .....


in fact ,i m jz kidding .



but



my kai di reali buy it for me .



walao ,so paiseh .

my friend told me tat dun fall for him oh ..


if nt cham liao .
lolz



bio period is so tired la .



got so many note ..
haiz ..



two chapter to memorize be4 exam .

haiz .

m i crazy ???

hey


baby milo !!!


hey


caili !!!!



hey ~~~~


m i crazy ????


i feel tat i will jatuh cinta to my friend's bf ....


OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!


wat do i knw is i can never be like tat ..

siao mer .

later frien also cant do liao .


reason y i wil be tat?

i dont knw ler .

jz the feelings .


i owazs feel jealous whn they paktor ....


but hw can i like tat ...


i cannot like the guy .

cannot ...

cannot ...


don ever to do so ...


forget it


out ~

我真是太过烦，真是太过乱！！！

我很烦也很乱！！



那个“男的”就一直指望我接受他。。。。让他当我的男朋友



其实~~~~~~~

我也不想接受他也不想拒绝他。。。。。。。


两方面都是不想到最后我会伤害到他



我不想。。。。
因为我根本对他没有感觉，如果我接受跟他在一起，可是一个月后我跟他说我当时只是要尝试接受你而已，看看我会爱上你没有，这个东西我真的做不出，因为我曾经也是“过来人”，我不想那样对待别人。因为我体会过那种痛苦！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！




为什么当初他要那么对我，我到底前世得罪他哪里？？？？？！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！



我的初吻也就是那么容易飞走咩？？？！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！我不甘心！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！




我真的很不甘心！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！




在学校甚至有朋友问我，
凯丽，

你忘记了你的ex吗？


我听到后样子变得傻傻样。。。。。。。。。。。。不懂要怎样回答啦。


到底我心里还有他吗？？？


有还是没有？？？？


咳………………我不想再想，不想再回答！！！！


很烦！！！！



朋友交我找过新的。


新的？？？？？


我不想那么快又再拥有男朋友。。。。


因为今年学业很重要

form4 ler 。。。很多东西得烦！！！


biology ,chemistry ,physics ,add maths ,account !!!!!!!!!!!!!


全部都需要读和做练习，复习和呼吸的时间都不大足够咯。


还要我被一个“男朋友”咩？？？？


我真的很难做到！！！！！！！！！！！！！！


“男朋友”？？

花名就好，我又很多呢。


不同年龄都拥有。
嘿嘿…………




现在





我只想单身先。


到了大学不怕没有人要

虽然我的样貌不大乐观，

可是。

我的座右铭永远都是



美不是最重要的，without学业最终不能成为未来的主人翁！！！！


加倍努力



祈求冠军！！！！


祈求胜利！！！！


祈求健康！！！！




还有不到两个星期就有考试了。



唉，考试~~~~真的很烦一下叻。



不考试可以吗？

我都还未适应那些课程叻，现在要我考试


唉呀，我不要啊



哈哈。



我也懒惰在写下去。


就祝我考试顺利

功课真繁忙！！

哎。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。



功课真是忙到。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。




没有话说~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~



拜一才开学，老师各各好像发神经。。。


add math teacher "zhong" sot ,give so muc of QUESTION for us to do ....walao eh !!!!!!!



like tat nvm oh .but she didn't explain nicely oso ......make my friend dono how to do ..


i can do ...as i solve it slowly ...
i read the solution in the revision n tex book ..
i get the way of the working solutions .


then i solve all the question ,sum of my friend ask me to teach them ,but i m busy to do the following exercise ..thn i never teach them ,then thy said me "babi"{mean sombong} pulak ...~~>.< people was busy mah n no time to teach u all ...

aiyak ,sorry lo ...


n the math teacher also crazy lo ,suddenlly told us got test in 5 minutes more ....

thn i turn back n ask my friend ,whthr our ear gt problem or not .???


really got test ?????!!!!


my friend said ,ailah wher gt test de ...thn my laopo ask "haohao lai" .

teacher said yes ...

all the chinese students heard tat said alamak ....


stil blur-ing abt wat is the chapter talked abt ,thn having test liao ...so swt =.=


i be-ing the same face .

jz smile only and keep on said the word {"sien liao lo" test o ,really sien liao lo}

whn i get the test ppr ,eh eh eh eh eh ................


i can do wor .

not bad not bad .

30 questions ,gt 2 questions gt problem .

other i still can take it .

i mayb can get all correct ^^
hope lar ~~~kaka ^^



untill "BM" period


tis time reali sien liao .

three period .

two hours time .

normelly two hours time ,teacher want us to finish up an essay n pass it up by the day ...

today teacher give us an essay with a picture ..


act it is a very stupid picture lo !!!

damn stupid ..

no point at all in the ppr ...

donoe why is the teacher gave us the ppr ,

jz like rubbish la .
lol ...

the words may more than 250 words


once i want to start the story ,my friend would said wah ,caili ,so fast ah ,sombong liao la ,knw the point but dun wan to share it with us .
so sombong ...

walao eh =.= > . <

thn i bttr think a thing to do first .

tat time look at my watch ,ah !
stil got an hour time

in my brain i think to sleep awhile thn only start my story .

k ,i sleep .



20 minutes ltr ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


i wake up ,cuz teacher saw me liao ,knock my head n ask me to do the essay ,but teacher din scold ..hehe ^^

so lucky today isnt teacher's pms period ...hahaha...
lol....


k lar .i take abt half an hour to finish up the essay .
n jz get 276 words bah ..................................forget liao lo...very forgetful ....hehe ...




last 2 period {MORAL}


wahseh ..!!!!

the guru ganti so funny man !!!


the whole class ply him seriously .....untill he get angry ...lols ..




his handwriting is so CAKAR AYAM .....

bad than my handwriting ,i wonder that how cum he can be the teacher if he don wan inprove his handwriting by nw .

next time he will laugh by the students....hehe.....im so bad .....


&

he talk very fast .

like a chicken ...
lols .

ask him to read the nota slowly .
but he read it as soon as he want ..

wahseh .....we all shout him .


WEI CIKGU ,LANBAT SIKIT LAH ,NAK PERGI MANA O ?LAJU MACAM APA !!

thn the teacher said okokokok ...after the short moment ,he read out the nota that fast oso ...

=.=

will faint if teach by tis teacher again ...

I still luv u ~~~

MUAKSSSSSSSSSSSSSS^^

MIZ U~