this moment~♥

now is few more hours to go for the 5th month anniversary with u ...

now wat is appear in my mind neh ???


... mEmoRieS ... ♥


after all quarrel quarrel quarrel n quarrel ,can we really change to good now ? can we really

forget everything n start a happy life after all ?i'm tired ,i'm scared .i just want to b with you ,u

mean my everything .without u i would commit suicide ,without u my life would become

boring ,without u i will just stay in my emo stage .without u i lack of cares .without u i will

crazy .without u without u without u my life is sucks ...so i need u every seconds ,every

minutes ,every hours ,every days ,every months ,every years ,every moment untill the

day u/me reach heaven ... so can we b more sweeter ? can we b more closer ? can we b more

happier ?




i said sorry to u is becuz i scare i making u bad mood again ...i dun wan it happen again after last

saturday ,we said d everything will b fine after that day .then we must work hard to do it .this is

our promise ..dun worry wat i promise i will do it .. i knw sumtimes im being abit stubborn ,but

you knw the reason gua .not everytime i shud show a mail to express wat my heart is

thinking .not i stubborn want to meet u cuz i wan to show u long long msg .... i want to tell u in

phone or even through webcam in msn , or sms .but i knw you sure will get angry or bu

shuang .so sorry i choose to tell u face to face ... although i knw i dun dare to express out wat

actually i feel ,i scare i cry bcuz i will cry easily even a small sad thing happens .. can imagine how

brittle is me although i have a huge body ? not match rite ? XD...

...~~♥dear♥~~...

♥i knw sumtime i treat you not very gud ,n like control ur life ,i'm sorry .i'm not tat mean de .i jz

care about you .i dun wan to lose u ,you r the one i most needed in my life .=(

♥n sorry sumtime i disturb when u r busy for sumthing ,but i'm really missing u after a half day

class in school till 5pm .. i really miss u even when i at class .my mind always consist of u consist

of our moment .i will make u comfort after all .i will b more understanding after all .i wont b

selfish anymore .=)


♥everytimes u with friend doing wat i oso will believe u ,dun say tat i dun believe u ,i envy bcuz i

do care for u alots ,u r always in 1/2 of my heart ..i'm yours forever .i will always stay with

you ,wo ai ni ~~~~i love you ~~~~


♥you are my laogong , your tmr n tmr n futur life plz deliver to me ,let me chg ur future to

brightness .let me light up ur future life .let me b ur future wife ..ntg is important than ur heart n

ur love .love is the one i need the most .b my husband in future ,john chin tze yang ...


♥you knw how much i love you ????? no one can replace u now n later .... you are the only one

can sit on this pose ,can replace for urself ....




dear ,

i ♥you =)

this is wat im thinking .this is wat from my heart ...

♥♥♥

we must jiayou to welcome our half year ,one year ,10 year ,20 year even 60 years anniversary o ^^


♥

烦

石凯丽啊！！！！


你到底醒了吗？？？？咳。。。。。。。。。

为什么我会为了一个男人付出一切，却不愿回报，只但愿他会一心一意地对待我，这已经满足了我。。。
可是为什么我们总是有事发生？大事小事一定会牵挂我们。人家拍拖总是开开心心，快快乐乐，但是我呢，只有一时候是快乐的，多数是悲伤的，怎么会这样？到底问题在哪里？
我常常质疑自己是不是不够好？？ 咳。。。。但是我已经尽我全力去给他最好的。他，有珍惜吗？T.T



拍拖到了今天到底有多少泪水？？ 多少公分？ 我看不止两桶。因为我遇到挫折只是会哭哭哭哭哭。然后才会解决问题。。。


到了今天，我已经累了。。。。。


真的真的累了。。。。。


累得快没力了。。。。。



我只希望你会变。。。。


我真的爱你。。。咳。。。。

boring post ~~

got some times no visit my blog d .forget my password .=.=

now suddenlly rmb it den visit visit my third home ^^ .

so far ,after the two weeks holidays ,i realise i had done nothing .this is what normally a student did .b4 holiday was planning to catch the school work which is not understand .but then just keep on skip to attend camp activities ,trips gamessss or sleep sleep sleep .

in holiday time ,i feel that time passes very very slow .but skul reopen d ,then one week flies like this .....so fast .so quick .@@ .one week to face all my exam paper marks ..wth ,3 failed .all pass .no A .bad o bad o T.T ...bad nvm wor .got ppl step on me .say nvm your teacher wont scold. wth !!i really mad .i want to pass the subject to show the ppl who step me .herng !!!jz i dun wan study ah ,if i study you are my challenger mah ?phewwwww !!!! XD

test 3 is just around the corner ,and it will arrive like a rocket ...fast n sudden ..
middle of july is test 3 ,then


16th of august : TRIAL of SPM @@
one month trial will be nervous n nervous .
everyday study n study ...

after september holidays ,we will just have our second trial then SPM is reach ..ganjiong T.T

from now just have 52 days to trial 52 days to trial

52 days to trial ..@.@



NERVOUS
NERVOUSS


good luck to all spm students ..we still have less time left only

wasting alotsss

time fly awayyyyyyyy ...

7 weeks to trial exam ...7 time 7 49 days ...

wasting my pass 6months ..regreting @@

sad sad sad -.-

worried !!!!

to my beloved laogong ,tzeyang ...

i am so so so worried about your condition after my sick recover ...haiz ...T.T

why is so unfair to you ???

may you infect it to me ????

i feel so sad to see u suffering ....

if it happen to me ,im ok ....operation is jz a small case to me ....

now the worse is ,my lymphatic cancer dont need to do operation d ,but ur troat pain till need operation ..T.T

i cant cure you ..i'm sad ...... i jz can sit down n cry ......
CRY CRY CRY ......wat else i can do ???

i just can worry ,i just can care .....i just can support ......

m i useless ??? haiz .....i dunknw .....

i hope you can recover n no need operation .i will pray for u ....
i will bless u ..god will bless u ....

ntg will happen ...everything will jz b fine after today ....


dear ...u muz get well soonnnnnnnn .

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feel very dissapointed to myself ~~



what i had done for my study ????

based on physic knowledge ,ppl normally will get an acceleration result , but me ??? deceleration ..mid year test did very teruk ....teruk teruk terUK !!!! bad bad BAD !!!
can any1 help me ?
feel like wannt to stopp school ..haiz ..

stresSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsssssssssssssssssSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS ..T.T

lastly

finally ,you "might" choose the road to leave we all ...haiz ...

without you .you knw how is the world will becum ?colourless @@

plz ...this is the last chance for u hou ...plz ...dun let them end up your breathe ....