this moment~♥

now is few more hours to go for the 5th month anniversary with u ...

now wat is appear in my mind neh ???


... mEmoRieS ... ♥


after all quarrel quarrel quarrel n quarrel ,can we really change to good now ? can we really

forget everything n start a happy life after all ?i'm tired ,i'm scared .i just want to b with you ,u

mean my everything .without u i would commit suicide ,without u my life would become

boring ,without u i will just stay in my emo stage .without u i lack of cares .without u i will

crazy .without u without u without u my life is sucks ...so i need u every seconds ,every

minutes ,every hours ,every days ,every months ,every years ,every moment untill the

day u/me reach heaven ... so can we b more sweeter ? can we b more closer ? can we b more

happier ?




i said sorry to u is becuz i scare i making u bad mood again ...i dun wan it happen again after last

saturday ,we said d everything will b fine after that day .then we must work hard to do it .this is

our promise ..dun worry wat i promise i will do it .. i knw sumtimes im being abit stubborn ,but

you knw the reason gua .not everytime i shud show a mail to express wat my heart is

thinking .not i stubborn want to meet u cuz i wan to show u long long msg .... i want to tell u in

phone or even through webcam in msn , or sms .but i knw you sure will get angry or bu

shuang .so sorry i choose to tell u face to face ... although i knw i dun dare to express out wat

actually i feel ,i scare i cry bcuz i will cry easily even a small sad thing happens .. can imagine how

brittle is me although i have a huge body ? not match rite ? XD...

...~~♥dear♥~~...

♥i knw sumtime i treat you not very gud ,n like control ur life ,i'm sorry .i'm not tat mean de .i jz

care about you .i dun wan to lose u ,you r the one i most needed in my life .=(

♥n sorry sumtime i disturb when u r busy for sumthing ,but i'm really missing u after a half day

class in school till 5pm .. i really miss u even when i at class .my mind always consist of u consist

of our moment .i will make u comfort after all .i will b more understanding after all .i wont b

selfish anymore .=)


♥everytimes u with friend doing wat i oso will believe u ,dun say tat i dun believe u ,i envy bcuz i

do care for u alots ,u r always in 1/2 of my heart ..i'm yours forever .i will always stay with

you ,wo ai ni ~~~~i love you ~~~~


♥you are my laogong , your tmr n tmr n futur life plz deliver to me ,let me chg ur future to

brightness .let me light up ur future life .let me b ur future wife ..ntg is important than ur heart n

ur love .love is the one i need the most .b my husband in future ,john chin tze yang ...


♥you knw how much i love you ????? no one can replace u now n later .... you are the only one

can sit on this pose ,can replace for urself ....




dear ,

i ♥you =)

this is wat im thinking .this is wat from my heart ...

♥♥♥

we must jiayou to welcome our half year ,one year ,10 year ,20 year even 60 years anniversary o ^^


♥

烦

石凯丽啊！！！！


你到底醒了吗？？？？咳。。。。。。。。。

为什么我会为了一个男人付出一切，却不愿回报，只但愿他会一心一意地对待我，这已经满足了我。。。
可是为什么我们总是有事发生？大事小事一定会牵挂我们。人家拍拖总是开开心心，快快乐乐，但是我呢，只有一时候是快乐的，多数是悲伤的，怎么会这样？到底问题在哪里？
我常常质疑自己是不是不够好？？ 咳。。。。但是我已经尽我全力去给他最好的。他，有珍惜吗？T.T



拍拖到了今天到底有多少泪水？？ 多少公分？ 我看不止两桶。因为我遇到挫折只是会哭哭哭哭哭。然后才会解决问题。。。


到了今天，我已经累了。。。。。


真的真的累了。。。。。


累得快没力了。。。。。



我只希望你会变。。。。


我真的爱你。。。咳。。。。

boring post ~~

got some times no visit my blog d .forget my password .=.=

now suddenlly rmb it den visit visit my third home ^^ .

so far ,after the two weeks holidays ,i realise i had done nothing .this is what normally a student did .b4 holiday was planning to catch the school work which is not understand .but then just keep on skip to attend camp activities ,trips gamessss or sleep sleep sleep .

in holiday time ,i feel that time passes very very slow .but skul reopen d ,then one week flies like this .....so fast .so quick .@@ .one week to face all my exam paper marks ..wth ,3 failed .all pass .no A .bad o bad o T.T ...bad nvm wor .got ppl step on me .say nvm your teacher wont scold. wth !!i really mad .i want to pass the subject to show the ppl who step me .herng !!!jz i dun wan study ah ,if i study you are my challenger mah ?phewwwww !!!! XD

test 3 is just around the corner ,and it will arrive like a rocket ...fast n sudden ..
middle of july is test 3 ,then


16th of august : TRIAL of SPM @@
one month trial will be nervous n nervous .
everyday study n study ...

after september holidays ,we will just have our second trial then SPM is reach ..ganjiong T.T

from now just have 52 days to trial 52 days to trial

52 days to trial ..@.@



NERVOUS
NERVOUSS


good luck to all spm students ..we still have less time left only

wasting alotsss

time fly awayyyyyyyy ...

7 weeks to trial exam ...7 time 7 49 days ...

wasting my pass 6months ..regreting @@

sad sad sad -.-

worried !!!!

to my beloved laogong ,tzeyang ...

i am so so so worried about your condition after my sick recover ...haiz ...T.T

why is so unfair to you ???

may you infect it to me ????

i feel so sad to see u suffering ....

if it happen to me ,im ok ....operation is jz a small case to me ....

now the worse is ,my lymphatic cancer dont need to do operation d ,but ur troat pain till need operation ..T.T

i cant cure you ..i'm sad ...... i jz can sit down n cry ......
CRY CRY CRY ......wat else i can do ???

i just can worry ,i just can care .....i just can support ......

m i useless ??? haiz .....i dunknw .....

i hope you can recover n no need operation .i will pray for u ....
i will bless u ..god will bless u ....

ntg will happen ...everything will jz b fine after today ....


dear ...u muz get well soonnnnnnnn .

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feel very dissapointed to myself ~~



what i had done for my study ????

based on physic knowledge ,ppl normally will get an acceleration result , but me ??? deceleration ..mid year test did very teruk ....teruk teruk terUK !!!! bad bad BAD !!!
can any1 help me ?
feel like wannt to stopp school ..haiz ..

stresSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsssssssssssssssssSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS ..T.T

lastly

finally ,you "might" choose the road to leave we all ...haiz ...

without you .you knw how is the world will becum ?colourless @@

plz ...this is the last chance for u hou ...plz ...dun let them end up your breathe ....

cheer ~~

li hou cheer up ah ...hospital is not your home ..please wake up ..waiting you to have fun with me again

~~ test 2 result ~~

after 2 weeks time ,test 2 result finally all coming outtttttttttttttttt !!!!!
(except moral,but oso dun expect to score .lalala )

what a stupid result i had get? dissapointed ..last minutes study get back this


i got
no A ..=.=wth @@
4 B (bm,bi,ma,add math)
1 C (physics)
1 E (Bio)
3 FAILED [G] !!!!!!!(chemistry,chinese,history)

extra test
add maths - get back my A .finally !!!



what the hell ,graph coming down @@ ...
no more A ..
worse than test 1 .
i should start now to prepare for mid year ...
aiming 6 A n above .
weee ~~~

boring post

long time no update .~~

lazy @@

bad luck ~~

haiz ...wats a bad luck day i had ??


haizzz z.z.z.z.z..z.z.z.z..z.z


strain my leg muscle .....

pingpong lose ...........

moody 24th/3

today i was very moody that ever meet ..

my bio dare to get that sampah marks ...omg ..really sad ...T.T ......why dun i study one week b4 holidays ...haiz ...


13 marks ...

walao ....lowest mark that i get in my life .....

cant expect it la ....T.T ......

cry cry cry cry cry only ...
just know how to cry when teacher scold ...


teacher is very very gud ...but we didn't do well ..didn't study well ....didn't appreciate enough ...

teacher done a-z ...yes i know ...i felt so sorry to her ....

although she done a-z to us ...still we did like tat ...26 fails in my class .

but i am one of the lowest ...haiz ....


i need teacher's help in spm ...
plz dont leave us ...
i will improve to chase you back ...

camp finish .finally

gong xi my group get the best first ....

i help alot ..i knw ...praise myself first ah ,...

eh ,and i'm jz 17 ...not 20== ..wth ..collegue student @@
so old ...


waiting "hui ying ri"

meet u all again ^^

must attend o ^^

that is ♥

Love is a strange and beautiful thing,

It spans time and space, distance is no object to love.

You will wait forever for the one you love,

Travel wherever you need to be with them.

When you are in the arms of the one you love,

That love can make a moment last a lifetime,

Yet make a lifetime seem no more than a moment.

When love is distant it grows strong,

When it returns it flowers.

People crave it, strive for it, fight for it, and die for it,

And when they find it, they know they are complete.

For in the arms of the one we love is wholeness,

Belief, completeness, passion, and security.

The one we love is someone for whom we would do anything,

And never ask for anything in return.

It produces a love of all that person is and will ever be,

Regardless of what that may mean to me.

Love knows that when you are away,

That you are still loved, cherished, thought after, and missed

By the one you love,

And they know that you love them back.


♥ That is Love. ♥

^^ this is love ^^

I never thought I'd fall in love with you.

I thought someday, of course, I'd fall in love.

But what it felt like, I just never knew;

I'd no idea what I was thinking of.

And then, somewhere between my need and pleasure,

Walking neither overjoyed nor sad,

I looked into my heart and saw a treasure

Worth more than anything I'd ever had.

Ah! This is love! I thought. And then I wanted

To give my life to see your happiness.

Suddenly, from nowhere, I was haunted,

Needy, joyful, tearful, glad, obsessed.

My love for you has brought me out of me.

The beauty in your heart has set me free.

love ^^

i smile with whom i like ,

i cry with whom i care ,

i share with whom i really like

i laugh with whom i enjoy

i care only to those whom i never want to lose .....

6th/mac/10

happy one month o...^^


hope to stay sweet o baby ^^

moody ...teary ....

stupid day ..
wat the day i had now ...zzzz

hot !!!
make me feel moody d ...

sumthing happen ....but i jz keep it in my heart ...
beuk tahan wei ....

i really hate ur altitude ...haiz

exam mode close for some moment~~

finally first monthly test finish ..

enjoy all the sweet sleeping time during exam ..[cuz cant do>.<]

4 dayss ....fly ...


estimate result ...
hope my bio pass ..
other dont borded d ...



conclusion : must concentrate even for a small test ...lolz

exam

exam start


1st------4th march .2010 ....

etc




good luck ...♥

memory

love born at

♥6th/feb/2010♥

RIP eddy

eddy ,
we already knw each other got 3 years d ...
get your passed away news ..i was very sad ....
rmb last time we couple ?
always quarrel de ..
always got contact problem ...
but still love you ....

you said that this year will take part in bb ..ask me must cheer up for u ..
but you already go to different world ....
no more chance d ...
why ?
why thing will change in so short time ....
i reallt dunknw your dengue bcum more worst d ..comma ...haiz
very very sorry ..haiz ....
sad ..T.T
but i know wat i said n wat i wish you now is too late ....
you aren't here anymore ...you cant c it ..you cant hear it ..

but you are always in my mind ...
i still love you as my gud friend ...
you are really gud friend for me ..
rest in peace .....

this photo is i do for u de ..memories ....23/02/10 ...

eddy ,gud bye ....hope you will still b my lucky star ...
happy in another world ...i will rmb me ..keep u in my mind ..

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moody day ~~

in fact should b very happy ,cuz cny gonna reach ..but moody

dunknw why btw me n my bf consist of some problem ...

he always sad sad sad sad sad

but i didn't tham back him

then he say me pulak ...

not i dun wan to tham u la ...but i feel tired to tham ppl lo ...sobs sobs ...

n not i dun love u ..is i dun know how to love u more ...

not i dun care u ..is i dun know how to care you more ...

not i dont want to chat with you .is i dun get the topic to chat ...but u shud find the topic to chat rite?

ytreday nite ,u say dun wan chat d .tear or watever ...

i agree ...cuz last nite feel moody ~~dont like to chat ...tiredfull !!

dun u care for me ?asking how about my life ?@@



not i dont love you ,i love you ...

but wat thing

is

i scare if i love you 100% ,later got problem occur again then brake up ...sure i will commit suicide ..



i dont want that thing happen again ..

.





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love credit :40 %


LoVe yA ^^

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yeah ..cny can celebrate till syok syok d ..xD

exam postpone ...

b4 postpone .dunknw how to study ...not enuf time if this week not yet start revise ..lolz ...

now no problem d ..shuang d ...hehe

2010 first post ...

wahseh ...

long time never update d lo...lolz ..

mean i'm very busy lo ...haha ...

actually is lazy to update .... ~~

previous days ,i had done many things ..lolz ...

after cny ,22th having first monthly test d ...so fast ...

n not fair lo ...

after cny de monday le ...zzz ..

wher got mood to study ler ...

carry one book to study when chit chat at grandma's house meh ...hahaha ......i wont looo ....so funny ....everyone with oren ...but i with book ....weird ....

i plan d ..prepare b4 cny ,then go enjoy ..especially sej n bio must prepared ....

this year no paktor ....xD ...didn't think of it oso ...i win jor ...xD

give up on it d...haha .....

~LoV3 Po3m~

我会让自己慢慢放下

因为爱你而选择放下

如今的我可能放下了

可是永永远远会记得

我曾经爱过的一个你

因为你曾经让我幸福

^^